Chapter 30: Forgive or not to forgive

Brittbrat opened her eyes, and saw the pale green walls. She glanced around, her head felt extremely heavy. It took her a minute to remember why she was in the hospital, but when she did she yank the blanket back, and stared down at her leg. Her leg was wrapped in heave bandages, she tried to move it, and when she did a surge of pain shot up her leg. She gasped, and put her leg back in place.

"Ok..that was stupid Britt." She said to herself.

"Talking to yourself is the first sign of craziness, you know?"

Brittbrat glanced up, and saw Trey leaning against the wall watching her.

"I'm not crazy unless i'm forced into that state of mind." Brittbrat said. Trey smiled, and walked over to the right side of her bed. He sat down, and placed his hand on her forehead.

"Well your fever went down, that's good."

"I had a fever?"

"Yea, the wound was pretty deep. You kind of freaked out."

Britt tried to remember freaking out over a gash. " I can't remember."

"Yea, they drugged your ass up real good."

Britt smiled. "So how bad is it?"

"Well they couldn't stitch it up, because it's not like a normal gash."

"Why?"

"Well a normal gash is a nice slice of straight skin. The knife you had in your leg is has a thick triangle shape. Because of that the skin won't heal as easily, you'll have a triangle scar for the rest of your life."

"Well that's better than being dead." Britt said.

"True." Trey and Britt glanced at the door, when there was a knock.

"Come in." Brittbrat said, the door opened, and Najja and Briittneebee came walking in.

Britt glanced at Britnee but Britnee wouldn't meet her eyes. Britt then cut her eyes over to look at Najja.

"How are you?" Najja asked.

Brittbrat sighed. "I'm as good as anyone who got stabbed in the leg with a triangular shape knife..psh..who decided to make those anyways?"

Najja smiled. "No clue." He glanced at Trey. "Umm..can we get a moment with Brittbrat please?"

Trey glanced at Brittbrat, Brittbrat saw in his eyes that he didn't want to leave her. She got butterflies just from him looking at her. She would have to decipher these feelings sooner or later. Right now her option was later. Trey made his way to the door.

"I'll be back. So don't fall asleep on me." Trey said. Brittbrat smiled, and nodded. Then he was gone.

Brittbrat glanced over at Najja as he walked over to her.

"Ok...so briitneebee here is giving me the silent treatment. She only came here to hear the story..because I insisted." Najja said, he moved his eyes in Brittbee's direction. She was leaning against the wall with her eyes closed. Even though she tried to hide the pain she was in, Najja knew she was suffering, as did Brittbrat.

"Ok, Najja and I hopped into a relationship pretty fast." Brittbrat started. " We were so attracted to each other that by our second date we had already hit the sack up. We fell for each other extremely quick, our physical bond was always strong. But when it came to the emotional bond it was kind of shaky. My love for fashion was overpowering my love of him, and being in a relationship. I was going to go to a fashion school, and get my business degree there. It was in California, while he was here in ATL. He hated that I put that first, so we broke up. I ended up not getting accepted into the school, and came here. We hadn't touched each other until..." Brittbrat was watching Briittneebee her eyes were slightly open now, and she was staring at Brittbrat...well maybe it was more like glaring. Najja was watching Briittneebee's reaction to this the whole time.

"Brittbrat and I always had a crazy sexual attraction to each other. She never came to me for it though, until we came here. She had had one her nightmares."

Briittneebee's eyes opened a bit wider, and she glanced at Najja and Brittbrat questioningly. Brittbrat sighed.

"I've had nightmares every since my mother was killed in a fire, and I had been in the house with her when the house had caught fire. Najja was there to help me get through it. I hadn't had the nightmare in forever, and when I had it out of the blue here. I went to who had always been here for me."

"I should have turned her away, but she was suffering so much..I had to-"

"fuck her?" Briitneebee said with distaste in her voice. Brittbrat and Najja flinched from her words.

"I know its strange but-" Najja said, but stopped when Brittneebee pushed herself off the wall.

"So everytime Brittbrat needs you, and have one of these dreams you're going to have sex with her?" Briittneebee asked.

Najja and Brittbrat glanced at each other, they couldn't completely answer that question yet. Briittneebee moved her eyes between the both of them.

"Yea..that's what I thought, I can't have a relationship with someone still pining after their old flame. I don't like to share." Briitneebee said, heading towards the door. Najja hopped up,and chased after Briittnee as she walked out the door.

Brittbrat closed her eyes, and sighed. She had hated feeling weak, but she couldn't control when the nightmares popped up in her life. She knew she had made a mistake going to Najja, but she was always pulled back to the past when they were together when she woke up from these dreams. She had to work on that because she really did want Briittneebee and Najja to work. She glanced up when the door opened, and Trey walked in.

"So, guess that didn't go well huh?" Trey asked, making his way over to sit down next to her.

"Not really." Brittbrat sighed, and closed her eyes. They sat in silence for a moment.

"So..nightmares huh?" Trey asked. Brittbrat's eyes flown open.

"What?"

"You have nightmares, that's crazy. I could defintely tell where you're coming from."

"You was eavesdropping!"

Trey shrugged. "Ya'll were talking loud enough, so I just listened in."

Brittbrat rolled her eyes. "You let that get around, I'll slice your balls off."

Trey gasped,and grabbed hold of himself. Brittbrat laughed, "I'm serious, Tremaine."

Trey laughed. "Aw shit, she's bustin out the government name and all."

Brittbrat smiled. "Damn right."

"So umm...remember your promise to me?" Trey asked, staring down at her lips.

Oh did she remember, but she didn't have to tell him that right? She could say the drugs made that moment foggy, but something in her did want to find out what this was with Trey. Her attraction to him felt different than it did with Najja.

"The promise of giving us a chance?" Brittbrat said. Trey just nodded. Had he got closer? Brittbrat said to herself.

"Yea what about it?" Brittbrat asked.

"I think we should start now."

"With what? the connection part...or the sex part?"

Trey's eyes was gazing over her in such away that her body was on the verge of igniting into flames. Trey gave her her answer as he leaned in, and brought his lips to hers. The heart monitor started to peep louder, and faster. Trey pulled away, and glanced up. He laughed.

"Well now. I guess I was right from the get go." Trey said. Brittbrat looked down in embarassment..damn heart monitor.

"It's okay to be attracted to me, ya know?"

"I'm sure it is. The playa of ATL gots his sights on me. I'm so lucky." Brittbrat said, rolling her eyes.

"There you go...trying to push me away again. Don't talk yourself out of this. I won't touch another woman as long as I'm with you."

Brittbrat glared. Trey laughed. "I swear." Britt nodded. "Okay then."

"As for you...no more running to Najja." Trey said, his eyes had cleared so she saw how serious he was.

"I know..I know. I need to get out that habit."

Trey eyes then went back to that sexy bedroom eye look. "Ok then."

"But we are not having sex in a hospital room, with my leg wrapped up. Not doing it."

Trey moved his hand, from her cheek, down to her neck, then between her breasts. The heart monitor started to go off again.

"Trey!" Britt said, smacking his hand away.

"Ok..ok!" Trey said lifting his hands up in surrender. "Can I at least hold you tonight then?"

Britt narrowed her eyes. "Don't get frisky."

Trey laughed, as Britt pulled the blanket back to let him in. He wrapped an arm around her, and spooned her body. Brittbrat closed her eyes, and feel into deep sleep just like that.

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Everyone else was staying at Jordy's safehouse, since Vann's had been burned down. Sabrina was in the computer room, writing her most recent blog, when she felt another presence.She turned around, and saw Darryl standing there. Sabrina stared at him, as he did her. They both didn't say anything for a good minute. Darryl moved first walking further into the room, and closing the door.

"Hi." Darryl said.

"Hi." Sabrina said.

"Blogging again?" Darryl asked.

"Yea."

Darryl then moved his focus off her, and started looking around the room. He walked around gazing at everything. Sabrina's eyes followed him everywhere he went.

"So..you and Dre huh?" Pain shot through Darryl's heart when he said those words, but outward he remained calm.

"I hadn't meant...he just...I mean I couldn't.." Sabrina said, searching for the right words.

Darryl shook his head. "No I was wrong for getting pissed at you, and Dre. You had a right to whoever you wanted, you are not entitled to me. No matter how much I want you to me. All I really want is your happiness, and if he makes you happy. Then I'm happy."

Sabrina stared at him for a minute. "Our friendship?"

"Hasn't changed. I still will love and protect you like the little nerdish sister I ever had."

Sabrina smiled, and stood up. She ran over to him, and grabbed him into a big hug. "I'm so sorry." Sabrina kept whispereing, while holding Darryl tightly. Tears slid down her cheeks. When she pulled back , Darryl laughed, and wiped her tears away.

"Stop being such a baby, suck it up." Darryl said with a smile. Sabrina laughed, and wiped her eyes. "I've missed you....so much."

Darryl smiled. "Yea me too." He ruffled her hair. Then walked to the door,and opened it. Dre stood there. Darryl and Dre stared at each other for a minute, then smiled and shook hands.

"You hurt her...I kill you." Darryl said.

"You have nothing to worry about." Dre said. Darryl nodded, waved to Sabrina and left the room. He walked out to the back porch, and sunk down in one of the big comfy chairs. He saw something move, and glanced over and saw someone walking up the beach.

She was wearing:

33. use a bathing suit. doesn’t have to be made exactly as a bathing suit, just make sure there is a bathing suit somewhere in the set :P by juliana loves you♥ featuring Monsoon shoes

Items in this set:
Shop.hm.com swimwear
Shop.hm.com swimwear
Monsoon sandals, 35 GBP
Juicy Couture necklace, $29
Modcloth.com earrings, $12

Darryl watched her as she came closer. She had a very nice shape. When she spotted him, she had an embarrased look on her face. She wrapped her arms around her stomach.

"Darryl? I didn't know you were out here."

"You know my name?"

Darryl watch her blush, it was extremely cute. Darryl smiled.

"Um yea...we have computers together."

"Oh. What's your name?"

"Tori."

"You was the first to come out the glass chamber back when-"

"Yea..that was me."

"Well okay, Tori. Why don't you go put on something a little warmer, and join me out here."

Tori smiled, and nodded. "Okay."

Tori walked off, and headed to her room. When she turned the corner, she ran down the hall. She ran into her room, and shut the door. She ran to the closet, and rummaged through her new clothes. What to wear?

~~~15 minutes later..she had settled for this:

Comfortably Numb by ForestCat featuring Calvin Klein jeans

Items in this set:
Daytrip top, $22
Pict.com jacket
Calvin Klein jeans
GAP flats, $30
Anya Hindmarch shoulder bag, $1,295

She smiled at herself in the mirror,as she slid on the jacket. She had gained more confidence by being surrounded by confident women. She took a deep breath, and went outside to join Darryl.

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Joniesha was outside in the front, twirling and flipping in trees. Tiffany had came outside, and watched as Joniesha flipped into the air, and landed on top of the 30 ft high tree. Tiffany smiled.

"You're gonna be such a show-off now." Tiffany said, she waited for Joniesha's response. Not knowing where they stood, since her secret had been put out there. Joniesha glanced down at her. She stared at Tiffany, and then her face broke into a smile.

"Don't be jealous bitch." Joniesha said, and started doing the stanky leg. Tiffany laughed as Keon came up behind her, and wrapped her arms around her waist. Joniesha smiled down at them,then jumped from the tree.

"Let's see how fast I can really go..be back in a flash."

Then as fast a lightening Joniesha took off running, Keon and Tiffany coughed from the sand that was now covering their bodies.

"So I guess you guys are cool now?" Keon said, brushing the sand off of Tiffany.

"I'm guessing so." Tiffany said. She glanced back at Keon. Keon smiled down at her.'

"You know I love you right?" Keon said.

"Yea, but it's great hearing it." Tiffany said, Keon laughed, and kissed her. Against his lips Tiffany said she loved him too. She then spun her whole body around to face him.

"Enough with all that shit. No one wants to see that." Natasha said, as she walked outside.

"Shut up skank!" Tiffany said.

Natasha smiled. "You wanna come with me to go visit Brittbrat?"

"Yep." Tiffany said. Tiffany started to head in Natasha's direction, but Keon hadn't let go of her arm. She turned around, he had the whole puppy dog look going on.

"I'll be back as soon as I can." Tiffany said. Keon tugged her closer to him, so their bodies touched. She felt his arousal against her.

"You promise?" Keon said.

"Yea." Tiffany said smiling. "Go take a cold shower or something." Keon laughed, and let Tiffany go. Natasha rolled her eyes, and walked to the truck, with Tiffany close on her tail.